( vanessa doesn't feel like she belongs here. she'd stepped away from god -- her god. though she had to question whether in space he still listened. whether he still could.
vanessa didn't know what it mattered, whether anything could change, but it had still brought her here. that feeling of being lost, of having what she'd thought was true almost shattered. the future was a strange place. here was a strange place.
she'd come in wondering if being there would offer any clarity or some sort of feeling. kovacs display changed that and she wondered briefly if there's always be trouble when they met each other.
vanessa's steps are light as she approaches, her arms wrapped around herself )
I'm not certain that He would approve.
( it's said in jest, whether or not kovacs believed. vanessa wasn't certain anymore but what she'd learned couldn't easily be forgotten )
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vanessa didn't know what it mattered, whether anything could change, but it had still brought her here. that feeling of being lost, of having what she'd thought was true almost shattered. the future was a strange place. here was a strange place.
she'd come in wondering if being there would offer any clarity or some sort of feeling. kovacs display changed that and she wondered briefly if there's always be trouble when they met each other.
vanessa's steps are light as she approaches, her arms wrapped around herself )
I'm not certain that He would approve.
( it's said in jest, whether or not kovacs believed. vanessa wasn't certain anymore but what she'd learned couldn't easily be forgotten )