( there's a pause for a moment, a struggle in her admission -- in the confession of her sin. the only one that knew of it was ethan, the one who had seen the result of her action.
for some reason, a reason that vanessa isn't certain she can explain, she trusts him. at least enough to share the bare details of her actions. though given things that he's alluded to she believes that he may be able to read between the lines )
I did something that cannot be forgiven. ( there are many things that vanessa cannot forgive herself for, many sins that she's committed in her life. this one is different, marking her in a different way. murder ) In doing so I turned my back on God.
( his second question goes unanswered. vanessa isn't certain what keeps her strong. she doesn't know that it's there anymore, not so resolutely. these days feel a greater struggle than any ever has before. she feels alone. lost. beaten. she doesn't feel so strong )
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for some reason, a reason that vanessa isn't certain she can explain, she trusts him. at least enough to share the bare details of her actions. though given things that he's alluded to she believes that he may be able to read between the lines )
I did something that cannot be forgiven. ( there are many things that vanessa cannot forgive herself for, many sins that she's committed in her life. this one is different, marking her in a different way. murder ) In doing so I turned my back on God.
( his second question goes unanswered. vanessa isn't certain what keeps her strong. she doesn't know that it's there anymore, not so resolutely. these days feel a greater struggle than any ever has before. she feels alone. lost. beaten. she doesn't feel so strong )