( vanessa had thought that it would help. the chapel was starting to become a familiar place, with vanessa visiting it periodically since the first time she'd stumbled across it. she had yet to pray but sitting there made her feel a little peace. a little familiar comfort.
today was different. the feelings of guilt that vanessa usually tried to keep buried, the loneliness that had risen higher since arriving on the terminal. today she couldn't keep it down, the tears falling freely with vanessa not even trying to stop. she isn't certain that she could.
the sound of the doors opening, of someone else arriving makes her heart beat a little quicker. vanessa has never been one to show her sadness, hiding it and all of her weaknesses away. as difficult as the thought of moving is, as gripped as she is by her pain, vanessa would still rather be alone.
she stands, her head ducked a little as she begins to round the pews )
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today was different. the feelings of guilt that vanessa usually tried to keep buried, the loneliness that had risen higher since arriving on the terminal. today she couldn't keep it down, the tears falling freely with vanessa not even trying to stop. she isn't certain that she could.
the sound of the doors opening, of someone else arriving makes her heart beat a little quicker. vanessa has never been one to show her sadness, hiding it and all of her weaknesses away. as difficult as the thought of moving is, as gripped as she is by her pain, vanessa would still rather be alone.
she stands, her head ducked a little as she begins to round the pews )
Excuse me.