[Sure, and this might be taken as a grand gesture of progress with Ryo, considering the dude coldly admitted that Simba was better off dead if he was too weak to lead the pack, but Ryuji's starting to break down in more ways than one, and the deepness of Ryo's intent seems to get a little lost during the neural pathways that were once completely functional. He had ever done an all nighter once, and that was when the new copy of Hammer Art Online had hit the shelves, and he regretted that choice bad enough that he decided nothing was worth sacrificing sleep over ever again.
Oh god. Why is crying in front of one of the worst possible people in the world to do so? He pushes his bowl forward and just leans his head into folded arms on the table. Everything fucking hurts, too- from his joints, to his head, to his legs. Vital biological functions required to keep a body healthy begin to to deteriorate if sleep isn't in the picture. Humans are just not made to outlast the their circadian rhythms, and Ryuji is definitely no exception to the rule.
And with that comes agitation, the inability to focus on any one thing for more than a few seconds, and the complete disposal of learned cultural niceties. He wants to be in bed so badly that nothing else seems to matter; not even the pile of napkins that are so calmly pushed in his direction. Everything sucks. Ren doesn't even want to see him right now. What the hell is he supposed to do? He can't protect anyone if he can't even save himself.]
I...I just... I just wanna sleep, man. [His shoulders shake as he speaks up through his uncontrollable sobbing.]
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Oh god. Why is crying in front of one of the worst possible people in the world to do so? He pushes his bowl forward and just leans his head into folded arms on the table. Everything fucking hurts, too- from his joints, to his head, to his legs. Vital biological functions required to keep a body healthy begin to to deteriorate if sleep isn't in the picture. Humans are just not made to outlast the their circadian rhythms, and Ryuji is definitely no exception to the rule.
And with that comes agitation, the inability to focus on any one thing for more than a few seconds, and the complete disposal of learned cultural niceties. He wants to be in bed so badly that nothing else seems to matter; not even the pile of napkins that are so calmly pushed in his direction. Everything sucks. Ren doesn't even want to see him right now. What the hell is he supposed to do? He can't protect anyone if he can't even save himself.]
I...I just... I just wanna sleep, man. [His shoulders shake as he speaks up through his uncontrollable sobbing.]