[ The bags under his eyes are no less heavy than anyone else's but trust him, he knows what the hell he's talking about when it comes to having the nice post-cry sleep denied: he's done enough crying in the last day and a half to water the fucking hydroponics garden. Ren's so tired of crying. And being awake. And, if he's really really honest, of existing.
In spite of everything that's happened so far (because of it?), he likes Akira. He likes Akira a whole lot because, well. He reminds him of Ryuji. He doesn't suppose Akira isn't interested in him either- ]
Yeah.
[ Wipe, sniff, breathe, repeat. It would be nice to just get to konk out for a few hours and forget every embarrassing thing he's ever done up to and including crying in front of an almost complete goddamn stranger but hey, this is Ren's life now. Being too pathetic for someone to love. ]
I'll be happy if I never hear a damn song again after this is all over.
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[ The bags under his eyes are no less heavy than anyone else's but trust him, he knows what the hell he's talking about when it comes to having the nice post-cry sleep denied: he's done enough crying in the last day and a half to water the fucking hydroponics garden. Ren's so tired of crying. And being awake. And, if he's really really honest, of existing.
In spite of everything that's happened so far (because of it?), he likes Akira. He likes Akira a whole lot because, well. He reminds him of Ryuji. He doesn't suppose Akira isn't interested in him either- ]
Yeah.
[ Wipe, sniff, breathe, repeat. It would be nice to just get to konk out for a few hours and forget every embarrassing thing he's ever done up to and including crying in front of an almost complete goddamn stranger but hey, this is Ren's life now. Being too pathetic for someone to love. ]
I'll be happy if I never hear a damn song again after this is all over.