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Matt Murdock ([personal profile] blindninja) wrote in [community profile] reverielogs2018-07-18 08:56 am

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» WHO? Matt Murdock & OPEN
» WHEN? Now
» WHERE? Deck 6 => 6.27 => Deck 5
» WHAT? Arrival
» WARNINGS? TBC

Arrival Hall (CLOSED to Frank Castle)
It's cold.

He's not where he was before. He knows that much. He squeezes his eyes shut and lets his senses go, scanning his surroundings like an uncalibrated radar. Metal. Lots of metal, clanging, banging. But everything is wrong. Lighter, like things are floating even when they're not. People are talking. Laughing, maybe. But distant, like the next apartment building over, or somewhere down the next block. The fine hairs on his arms and on the back of his neck stand with the low buzz-hum of the vessel, creaking, engine churning like an old ship, suspended in space.

It's like a hangover, except. He feels heavy even though he's light. Shackles on his feet. His head hurts. Everything hurts. And God, what is that noise?

Less of a waking up, more of regaining consciousness as Matt rolls over with a pained cry and a grimace.

His hand crawls over to the smartwatch, trying to mute the beeping and humming and screeching grating against his ears. What day is it? What time? What happened? He clutches the device with one hand and runs the other hand down his body. Daredevil's gone. Only Matthew. A jumpsuit covering the bandages. Stitches. Blood. No pearly gates, no apostles. No questions to answer about how he's lived his life, whether he's lived it well, whether he's repentant. Paid enough of a price. Just a jumpsuit... and a pair of boots?

"...lectra." Talking feels like rousing up a sandstorm in his throat. He groans and struggles to his feet, using energy he doesn't have to drive him forward. Out. Just the one thing on his mind.

I have to save her.

He gets blood on his palm as he presses his hand over a wet bandage, stitches having been ripped as he sluggishly stumbles deliriously down the corridor. His boots clunk along at an uneven, unsteady pace. Everything is too loud. Too cold. Too heavy. There's blood on the wall where he braced himself against it. And then there's a door. Everything flickers behind his closed eyelids. Black, red, black, red, black, black, black...

Room 6.27. Where everything's a little quieter. And he can just focus. Keep the red lights on in the dark.

6.27. Matthew. Chapter Six. Verse Twenty-Seven. 'Can any one of you, by worrying, add a single hour to your life?'

Hn. That's funny. The chuckle bubbles to the surface. For all the pain He's inflicted, God still has a decent sense of humour.


Departure Lounge (OTA)
He doesn't take kindly to being dumped in the med bay, but there's not much of a fight he can put up against Frank Castle in his current state. He's not sure how long he's been resting there, but when he's well enough to orientate himself again, he's not staying in the med bay. The machines are noisy. He has questions. He's scared.

Matt makes it two steps out of the med bay before space sickness kicks in. The sheer wrongness of the gravitational pull throws him off, throws everything around him off. He sinks down to his knees and clutches his head, curling up against the wall. He looks pale, like he's about to throw up.
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[personal profile] oorah 2018-07-23 12:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Frank nods even if Matt can't see it, denting the edge of the man's bed with his bulk. He needs a minute to push this out, knowing he'll easily sense the tension in him.

"Things happen to people here. So far... so far they're always temporary." But that could change at any time, clearly. Frank starts by talking about others because it's never easy to talk about himself, and especially not to Matt. "My friend Alex, he... he had all the water squeezed out of him like. I think he died, I'm not sure, but then he came right back and-- a girl drowned. She came back too, but blind. A Marine I know, taller and bigger than me, she. She wasted away to nothing, then filled back out again like it never happened, and. I."

It's hard, it is, but he has to just say it. Matt's right, this is all serious. He wishes it weren't, that this was all an elaborate prank. But he'd seen it all with his own eyes. Matt would just have to trust his, he supposes, something that doesn't come easy for him either.

"I lost my hearing. Then my sense of touch... It only came back a few days ago." In the most excruciating way possible, he doesn't say. Maybe he's said enough, really. "Sorry to dump this on you, but if you're next--" He needed to know anyway, Frank is just grasping at straws to blame himself.
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[personal profile] morethan084 2018-07-23 12:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[As soon as Matt winces, Daisy is moving over to help him get the jumpsuit off. She doesn’t say it out loud, but seeing all of the injuries he has makes her wonder even more how he’s even awake right now.]

I’ve seen worse.

[That’s a lie. It looks bad. Grabbing the things she’ll need, Daisy figures she should warn him before she starts taking off the old bandages so she can clean the wounds.]

This isn’t going to feel so good.

[She tries to be as gentle as she can, but it’s going to hurt regardless of how careful she is. Once she’s doing, Daisy throws everything out.]
Edited 2018-07-23 12:44 (UTC)
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[personal profile] resleeves 2018-07-23 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't mean a lot of things I say," Kovacs agrees, watching Matt steadily, "but I still say them."

It just means that whoever he says things to has a challenge on trying to figure out what the fuck he means and what the fuck he doesn't.

"Taking it you've never died before?" Kovacs asks. Which meant he wasn't from a place with stack technology and he didn't come from whatever fucked up world this station was stuck in.
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[personal profile] resleeves 2018-07-24 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
"That so?" Oh Matt, you were trying to pep talk the wrong person here. You'd have better luck with almost anyone else on the station. It was admirable that you wanted to try but it wasn't going to work.

"I don't know, been working pretty fucking well for me for most of my life," Kovacs says, ignoring that few years span where he had let people in and had felt pretty fucking good about things.

"Is this where you give me a lot of advice, newbie?" Kovacs wonders.
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[personal profile] oorah 2018-07-24 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
Frank doesn't want or need any of that. Not from anyone, but least of all from Matt. He just needs him to listen, something he finally seems to be doing. It was easier when they were fighting, he realizes then, looking up at the other man without guarding his expression. Not that Frank ever does, fear and panic plain for him to not see. But he knows he can sense it all, that he doesn't have to explain. Is he okay? The concern touches him in a place he'd thought long broken, pushing out a thready breath as he considers how to answer that. He's always been truthful with Matt, often to his own detriment, but it isn't that hanging him up now.

"Physically," he manages with a nod, turning and looking back down at his lap, his mag-boots. He can feel his hands sweat as he wipes them on his jumpsuit pants and shakes his head. "Sure. We're all... fine. I'm really glad you missed the music."

That would have been Hell for someone as sensitive as Matt and the thought makes his heart squeeze uncomfortably. As awful as he feels right now, though? He's just so grateful that he can feel it at all.

"You've seen me at my lowest, Red. You know what that looks like. Here - here I've been lower."

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[personal profile] morethan084 2018-07-24 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Daisy turns to face him just as he addresses exactly what she's been thinking about. Could he feel her staring? Lifting her gaze towards his face, Daisy steps closer again.]

You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to, Matt.

[Because there's definitely stuff she's keeping not only from him but a lot of people.]

I'm guessing you didn't come here with your cane?

[Or it was taken from him. Which really pisses her off to think about.]
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[personal profile] marineris 2018-07-24 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
She can tell he feels a bit ridiculous, and her smile leaks into her voice when she responds.

"Well, I am Martian, and I have no idea what you're talking about."
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[personal profile] marineris 2018-07-24 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
Bobbie has been pumped with bone density drugs almost since birth, and she spends an inordinate amount of time exercising and training at one-g, so there isn't a drastic difference. She is tall, though, hovering at around six feet. If he got her planetside, under an open sky and in bright sunlight, her nausea and disorientation would be a dead giveaway. Here on the station, her tells aren't so obvious.

"I'm from Mars," she repeats, shrugging. "As far as I know, there are only two Martians on this station. A lot of Earthers, though."
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[personal profile] morethan084 2018-07-24 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure how easy it would be for you.

[And she only says that because she's helped him in the past. Of course she's sure he's come a long way since then, but still.]

I don't think they had blind people in mind when this place was made.
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[personal profile] morethan084 2018-07-24 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
[His chuckle makes her smile at least.]

I guess you have a point.

Maybe when you're feeling better I can lead you around, help you get a sense of where everything is.
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[personal profile] marineris 2018-07-24 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
The question catches her off-guard a bit. Most people don't even ask, even if they're from a point when Mars hasn't been colonized yet. She tilts her head, not entirely sure where to start.

"The terraforming project has been delayed, so everyone lives in domes or underground. You need an EVA suit to step outside of them, but there's nothing like a sunset over the Mariner Valley." She's only been to Earth once, and spent most of that time indoors, so she struggles for a moment to compare it. "There isn't as much sunlight, obviously—we're farther away than Earth is. Not much of an atmosphere, either, so the dust makes the sky look ruddy instead of blue."
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[personal profile] resleeves 2018-07-24 12:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Kovacs just eyes him steadily before he rolls his eyes and shakes his head. "I'd say it a pleasure, Matthew, but it's not. You don't want to be here and I sure as fucking shit don't want to be here. But, I've been doing pretty well on my own so far."

No, you haven't, Kovacs. You'd been doing terribly and, yeah, he kind of hasn't been on his own really. Not if you count Miller and Ricki and a few others. But, Kovacs isn't thinking about that and he's definitely not going to admit that to someone he doesn't know.

"You planning on making friends with everyone, then?"
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[personal profile] oorah 2018-07-24 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
His whole being wants to rail against what Matt is saying, and not just because Matt's the one saying it. He takes a bizarre level of comfort from the man sitting close to him. If it were anyone else on board he'd put an easy hand on their back, maybe, or touch at Matt's arm. But because he's him, Frank keeps his hands to himself, doing his level best not to spiral out.

"You know I really hate it when you're right," he grumbles roughly without any of the heat he might usually carry into their interactions. Matt is right though. Not being able to save everyone, or even himself on occasion, isn't a reason to give up. He'd become complacent of late, he has to find a way to put his skills to use. That is, outside of dadding everyone. That's not going anywhere.

Slowly, he forces himself up, knowing he should let the man get settled on his own. On his way up, he pats the other man's knee like your dad does after you have a real chat. Sorry, he's actually 70 on the inside.

"You remember how to find me?" Not like he thinks it'll be hard for him, but just to check. Again #justdadthings.

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