It was actually the best thing he could for her. The funny thing about her unusual upbringing is that she's conditioned pretty thoroughly to calm down if she breathes deep enough or is held tightly by someone else. It takes some time, but her breathing starts to slow and steady out. Her mind starts to clear enough to look at this objectively. Matthew is remembering events that happen months in the future. While he has amazing abilities, seeing the future isn't one of them. She swallows thickly, fingers still dug into his terrible jumpsuit. She's probably putting too much weight on him, but she isn't ready to pull away yet.

"I don't remember any of this happening. Listen to my heartbeat. I truly believe that none of this ever happened to me. The last thing I remember was leaving your apartment. I was on my way to a private airport so I could run as far away from you as I could. How did I get from there to dying at Midland Circle with you?" She's honestly baffled by all of this. "How did I die twice?" That's truly the most mad part of all of this. What game were the Hand playing that required someone in Stick's service to be raised from the dead? It makes no sense. Even if they could break her, why would they? Any of the top leaders would be a better choice for killing the old man off than one of his precious students.