Honestly, I'd only be mean to you if you'd earned it? Not being nice is too much effort for someone who doesn't deserve it.

[ maybe that's weird. it's a little weird to think about, even for her. but it's true - not being nice, being forward and saying when something hurts her and telling him if he's wrong - those are things she'd never do for someone she didn't trust. ]

But maybe I will. And- you can, too. To me. Okay?