He lets out a frustrated sound, as he takes a drink, then turns the shower off.

"No, that won't work. I don't mean - it ain't happening now - I can't show you that, but it--" His tried to breathe properly but it was coming too fast, thinking about it was making his heart race again. "It's still there, the - the stain, on my floor, on my clothes -- it wasn't just - you can see it."