[She's not sure she likes whatever this is you're going through, Amos.]
... My life is over. Back home, I've lost everything that ever mattered. My family, my friends, they think they've buried me, but this- [A single finger to her neck, just like before.] It was meant to save me, but I didn't want that. I was ready to die. Sometimes I think I even wanted to. So no, I don't value my life. It's empty, and it's dark, and it doesn't mean anything to me. Not compared to everyone else's, everyone on this station who has something to go back to.
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... My life is over. Back home, I've lost everything that ever mattered. My family, my friends, they think they've buried me, but this- [A single finger to her neck, just like before.] It was meant to save me, but I didn't want that. I was ready to die. Sometimes I think I even wanted to. So no, I don't value my life. It's empty, and it's dark, and it doesn't mean anything to me. Not compared to everyone else's, everyone on this station who has something to go back to.