[ now that tone of hopelessness and 'giving the fuck up', that was one he knew well. he'd felt like that after quell's death and he'd felt like that a few times getting dumped on this station.

it was hard not to just get fucking sick of looking at the same stars every single day and know that you might die looking at them. ]

We're being fucked with.

[ he's been going with apollo's theory as the right one for awhile now because it made sense. all the pieces fit. ]

We're being fucking toyed with. If they wanted us to save the world, they would have told us fucking how by now.