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Takeshi Kovacs ([personal profile] resleeves) wrote in [community profile] reverielogs2018-07-11 01:06 pm

open ⇉ here we go 'round the mulberry bush

» WHO? takeshi kovcs + ota
» WHEN? after the event
» WHERE? his room, bar, mess hall, various corridors
» WHAT? just fuck me up
» WARNINGS? violence, violent imagery, gore, possession, terrible things, language

( the ceiling is white.

the ceiling is white the ceiling is white the ceiling is white. he's been repeating that to himself for the last two minutes because nothing else is working. he's breathing. he's blinking. but he can't move. he's been staring at the fucking ceiling for long enough that he hates the color white.

at first, he thinks it's some side effect of the music but it's been quiet for a few days now. quiet enough that he'd been able to sleep in the wrecked remains of his bed. it's quiet right now.

the ceiling is white. kovacs blinks and

-- he gets up. )


⇉ 01. bar



( he's staring at the bottles.

most of them are empty, upended or broken and he's just staring like just his gaze alone will make alcohol magically appear in the bottles. but, they remain empty. hadn't this been someone's job, to get them more alcohol? hadn't that been assigned to someone as a top priority? wasn't there any fucking responsibility on this fucking station?

in the absence of alcohol, kovacs unfolds his long frame from the stool and finds himself some water.

sips it. finishes it. repeats the process until he feels his thirst receding. then, he resumes his spot on the stool and keeps staring.

thoughtful. introspective.

vacant. )


⇉ 02. mess hall



( a man has to eat.

there's a tray of food in front of kovacs that he's been picking at for a few minutes now. he barely tastes the food, barely even processes what he's eating but it's tasteless, inoffensive. whoever fixed the replicators did a halfway decent job. compliments to the chefs and all those fucking sweet nothings.

kovacs picks up one piece of food, brings it up so it's right in front of his eyes and then he flicks it towards the door, uncaring if anyone's making their way in and gets a fucking piece of food stuck to themselves.

one corner of his mouth lifts up and a brief, sharp laugh slips out before he's back to frowning, back to his food. )


⇉ 03. corridor cw: violence, violent imagery, gore, creepiness



( when he sees her, he smiles.

down the hall, a few feet away, lies the body of his sister. reileen. reileen who'd watched as he'd killed their father. reileen who'd been given to the yakuza. reileen who had left him. left him so along ago.

back where she belonged. with him. as he steps closer, boots echoing off the floor, he inhales deeply and smells the rot, the death. her hair is a halo around her head, some strands clinging stubbornly to her cheek and chin.

her eyes are open.

when kovacs is close enough, he crouches down beside her and rubs a tender, feather light hand over her cheek and up her forehead. her skin is clammy and grey. cold. she's so cold. she needs to be warmed up.

his hands are strong and assured when he reaches for her shoulders and turns her over. they're soft and efficient when he brushes the hair off the back of her neck, exposing her skin.

he has no knife. so he uses his fingernails.

with only the slightest tensing of his jaw, kovacs digs his nails into the back of her neck like a rabid animal. he scrapes and pulls, pushes and tears until blood spills over his hands, and onto the deck below.

he doesn't stop. an envoy's strength is significant and he uses that to brutally dig a gash into the back of his sister's neck. his thumbs pull apart the raggedly cut skin until he can see the muscle and bone below.

he reaches in and breaks her spine at the neck. the sound of bones popping echoes off the walls and kovacs moves those aside to grab what he's looking for.

with a grunt, he rips the stack out of her neck and holds it up. it's covered in blood and tissue, still glowing a brilliant blue color.

with his sister's neck open and smeared with blood, kovacs gets to his feet, turns and smashes the stack against the wall over and over again. blood from his hands transfers to the wall, leaving behind smudged bloody palm prints and fingerprints.

the stack cracks. it breaks. it bends. it shatters to pieces that fall harmlessly to the floor.

and then kovacs steps on them, grinding them down into his sister is reduced to dust underneath his shoes.

kovacs sighs. with that done, he turns back the way he came, covered in reileen's blood and body tissue. he tucks his hands into his pockets and walks off as if there wasn't a scene of horror behind him. )


⇉ 04. kovacs' room, corridor



( kovacs is a mess by the time he's back in his room.

well, that just requires a shower, doesn't it? stripping himself of his jumpsuit and stepping into the shower. he washes himself free of the bits of his sister that have clung to him and then he steps out, dries off, puts his clothes back on and lays down.

he closes his eyes. takes a breath and

-- gets up again. )


Fuck.

( the word is a whispered note of pain. of terror. of unbelievable anger. he has no idea what's just happened but he remembers it all. he remembers every fucking detail and with a growl that reverberates down the hall, he shoots out of his bed and down the hall.

he takes a path that he wishes weren't sickeningly familiar until he's standing at the end of the corridor staring at the carnage he'd just inflicted.

staring at his sister with the back of her neck a gaping maw and her body ignored and abused by the one person she'd trusted. by the one person she'd loved.

for once in his life, kovacs doesn't know what to do. )


⇉ ooc



( what's up, party people! just wanted to put a few notes down here for a few things. obviously, the first two prompts are kovacs but not. but, it's a very close replication and though i'm cool with people being able to figure it out, if you don't know him well, you wouldn't be able to tell there's a difference. if you know him well, you would.

in the prompt with his sister, you're not going to be able to stop him from doing what he does. feel free to witness it or try to stop but in the end, he's going to complete the process of destroying her stack.

in the last prompt, he's going to end up spacing the body (because safest, most hygienic option) but might need some assistance because, you know. )
morethan084: (horrified)

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[personal profile] morethan084 2018-07-11 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[It’s been a few days since the music has finally stopped, and Daisy has spent a lot of that time sleeping. Both from the lack of sleep and also from getting the shit kicked out of her. It seems a lot of people were recovering from whatever the hell that was about, but Daisy finally drags herself out of bed so she can start getting back into some semblance of a routine. The swelling in her nose has gone down a little, but the bruising around it and her under eyes has grown. Despite her messed up nose, the stench was hard to miss. Daisy wasn’t even planning to go down this way, but with the smell growing closer she wanted to find the source. It’s when she rounds the corner that she spots blood, then more blood and then a body.

Horrified, Daisy is about to step closer to see who it was when she hears hurried footsteps. Quickly walking away and back the way she had come from, Daisy hides just around the corner. The footsteps stop and Daisy dares to peek the corner to find Kovacs there. Of course she doesn’t have any weapon on her, and it was probably stupid on her part to confront him without one.

Sometimes Daisy is just really dumb. Like right now as she comes out from around the corner.]


What the hell did you do?
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[personal profile] pampa 2018-07-11 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Miller slides into the seat adjacent from Kovacs', his tray bumping his harmlessly and his spindly elbow and knee tapping the other man's much more solid counterparts. There's a big smile on his face as he settles in, taking off his hat and placing it on the table next to his meal like always. The first thing he notices is the lack of unicorn backpack, but he's too hype to contain himself to ask about that yet.

"Did you see it? Me and the botanist got into the garden this morning."
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[personal profile] pampa 2018-07-12 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
"Prax Meng. He's with the Rocis." He takes a drink of his weird bone milk concoction and shrugs a shoulder. "Do you like breathin'? I do." He did notice the slip, how long it took Kovacs to respond when usually he's quick as a whip. If Miller were a different kind of friend, he might ask. As it is, he waits to see if it'll happen again, and if he can figure out what it means on his own.
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[personal profile] pampa 2018-07-12 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
"He's a quiet sort. Like all them sciencey types." He makes a vague hand motion to dismiss himself, but usually Kovacs would be into this, wouldn't he? Is that his own ego talking? ...No, that guy is nosy as fuck. And now he's only asking him after making a bored valley girl face. What gives? "It's so we can keep breathing, genius. Especially since certain sabakawala have been smoking onboard."

He lifts his eyebrows and sets down his milk, starting to eat his food. Even he can admit it's better than before, though he really only eats food to not die 99% of the time. Unless Alex is making lasagna. Then he drops everything.

"It's nothin' yet. But you'll see when Prax and Haru fix it up. We found seeds, big bags of 'em. Mushrooms, potatoes... and lilies for the air filters."
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[personal profile] pampa 2018-07-12 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
He snorts, shaking his head. "You really don't want me to cook anything, Inner. But I'll pass the instruction along to Alex." If he got the benefit of good cooking via his friends then he was going to pass it on to Kovacs, it's not something he reads into much, for as good of a mood as he's in today. "Haven't seen you since the music stopped. I guess you made it through." He gestures with his spork, shrugging a shoulder. It was strange by this point to go more than a day without seeing the other man, but that's not something he's choosing to analyze either.
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[personal profile] pampa 2018-07-12 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Around, but not in Miller's face? Again, it's weird, but not enough for him to get up in arms about. Kovacs doesn't owe him anything.

"I thought that was your head." He taps his own temple in indication, putting down his spork so he can try and assess the man closer, leaning across the table a few degrees towards him. "You're usually pretty hard to miss, is all. Who'd you piss off?"
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[personal profile] morethan084 2018-07-12 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[Jaw tight and body tense as he turns to face her, Daisy doesn’t move any closer out of fear.]

Really?

[Unsurprisingly she doesn’t believe that. From what she managed to see of her, she didn’t look familiar. Which really doesn’t bring her much comfort.]

So you just came across her like this?
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[personal profile] morethan084 2018-07-12 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well that response combined with his body language confuses her. For a moment she doesn’t even know what to say, because despite it seeming to be obvious that he did this to her, he also seems to care about her. Did she just arrive from where’ve he was from? Did she hold a secret of his that he feared would get him exposed?]

Who is she?

[She is still terrified and angry, but her voice isn’t as harsh this time around.]
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[personal profile] pampa 2018-07-12 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Okay..." Miller leans back, not really getting what the game is here. Usually Kovacs would be rearing to share with him all his dumb exploits. He's not into it, he's not into the plants, he's not into Miller sitting right here paying him attention - which really is the only thing he ever seems to want on any given day. Just not today. Wait. "Are you on drugs?"
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[personal profile] morethan084 2018-07-12 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[His response isn’t that surprising. Especially given their previous encounters. She isn’t sure what he was about to do to the body, but it probably wouldn’t be good.]

I think you’ve done enough already.

[What was the protocol when there was a dead body on the ship? It wasn’t something she had thought about until just now.]
morethan084: (angry)

Maybe one of these days I’ll stop accidentally calling it a ship.

[personal profile] morethan084 2018-07-12 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
You know exactly what I’m talking about.

[Is he just in denial? Daisy’s stomach twists as he stands practically on top of the body. She can picture how he did it too, with the way he had completely lost his temper the other day with her. It would be too easy for him to go too far, wouldn’t it?]

You just couldn’t stop yourself this time. It’s done, so just leave her alone. You’ve done enough damage.

[He doesn’t even have respect for the dead, does he?]
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[personal profile] morethan084 2018-07-12 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Daisy feels sick to her stomach at the sound the blood that had pooled makes as she’s rolled over.

Has he lost his mind? He can’t say that and sound even remotely convincing.]


Then who did?
Edited 2018-07-12 19:52 (UTC)
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[personal profile] morethan084 2018-07-12 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[Daisy flinches as he screams at her, but otherwise doesn’t move. She really doesn’t know where to even begin with all of this, or what to believe. Especially when he gingerly touches her face as though she was someone close to him.]

Well someone did.

[Her voice is more gentle this time around, and less accusatory.]

You need to move her before more people come this way.

[The last thing Daisy wants is for others to have this image seared into their mind.]

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